If you want to be up to date on my fucked up love life, check the big wall of text I posted a month or two back. Basically the girl who I referred to as "Red" in that post is still driving me nuts. I have more feelings for her now than I ever have, but I am so far in the friend zone I don't even have a prayer of making things work again. My attempts to be nice to her and flirt with her have done nothing but secure me a spot as her best friend. I believe she is completely oblivious to the fact that I still have feelings for her, but I think things are just going to have to stay like this for now. I'll just have to try my very best to keep my cool whenever she in any way expresses any sort of interest in another guy. Even though it makes me want to throw up in my hands.